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Too busy with my Tumblr blog to update here.
I kind of like tumblr though I feel that its quite limited cause I can't have any additional widgets.
Or maybe I'm so Jurassic Park that I don't know how to do it.

For those of you who actually read my blog, go to my Tumblr.

http://cessamae-mo.tumblr.com/

Till I blog here again! :)

Blabbers..

I feel better today. Last night was another one of my attacks and in the process, I hurt someone I loved. Its scary how I sometimes let go and allow my emotions to control me.

I'm happy to go back to college cause I miss all my peeps as well as some of my classes. (Intermediate English, Computing Principles). Plus, its been a week since I studied so getting back to college puts me in the momentum to study.

I love GOD, Literature, Music, Arts/Culture, Leadership, as well as Culinary Arts (baking!) so I'm brainstorming on how to expand these interests as well as talents. Thank God for mind maps!

I've been watching Hannah Montana a lot after so long. Its seriously funny and its not childish. Don't know which dingdong said it was. Or maybe I'm still 17 and immature. Anyways, I like watching it. SO WHAT?

To spice things up, I decided to watch High School Musical 3 tonight just for the fun of it. My favourite dance number would have to be "I Want it All". Its like performing arts (another one of my faves..) thats why I love the song and dance rountine.

My writing juices are pumping in! HOORRAAYYY!!!

I'm learning to change my perspective about myself. My sister said I'm literally thrashing myself with such destructive words. I have to change...

I LOVE TODAY! :)

When I Look At You

When I look at you
I hear two birds singing in the sky
A sweet melody of young love
Resting above the autumn shade of the tree branch
Their beaks pressed in a kiss
The breeze dancing through their bliss

When I look at you
I see a purple and orange notebook
With words on pages filled to the tip
A timeless collection of psalms and songs
Of a story told long ago
Retold in time as the years go by

When I look at you
I taste strawberry cupcake
And imagine the pink shade of your lips
The sugary feel of the icing
The scrumptious golden cake
Forming a smile just like yours

When I look at you
I smell the lovely scent of a rose
Of love and innocence
Like your fair skin, I feel the soft petals
Brushing against my cheek
As I imagine the curve of your smile

When I look at you
I feel the rhythm of your heartbeat
Slow at first, then accelerating
As our hearts merge as one
Locked for forever and a day
Bound to the Heart above